Updated: Jan 28
You fell for me as rapid as a bird stoned in flight.
Let go of longing after me; it hurts less that way.
I had to let you go; I did not feel protected or loved by you.
I felt confined.
Utter loneliness you planted in my heart.
Surprised you should not be that it tore us apart.
Fell I did for you through my eyes, clouding my judgment with your sweet lies.
They left me hypnotized; ultimately I realized and saw quickly to our demise.
Should have known then that you were a lie in disguise.
Your cries filled my skies, like fireflies.
You were my greatest failure, and hurt I still am.
Why are you still holding on to something you never had?
Has it driven you mad, knowing that I am the best thing you ever had?
Speak and I will listen.
Your questions are driving me insane.
They do not ease, but increase the pain.
A victim I am of your false love, into the sea I am now departing.
Leave me now and forever more, and this burden you carry you will learn
To endure on your own.